Come with me, little girl

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Come with me, the elder bushes are
blooming and the air is full of various
pollen. We’ll live in a teepee in America.
Okay, not a teepee but a succession of
cheap and drab apartments, scary and
underheated and wandering
mental patients will frighten you, them
and the vastness of our commerce.

Come with me. Your childhood has already
broken your heart, so my betrayals
and failures will hurt only half
as much. Come with me and
I will show you a great, big place.
I won’t hurt you on purpose, I won’t
hit you often or hard.

Take me with you little girl, we’ll
give it another try. I’ll scrub your
floors with Clorox, you’ll be important
and I won’t be. I’ll miss you so bad
when you travel I won’t vacuum your
footprints from the carpet, comforted
by your traces.

Take me with you, we’ll have interesting
children. You’ll need someone
to carry your milk to your baby
every day when the two of you are
in two different hospitals. I’ll be
so quiet you won’t even notice me.
We’ll misunderstand each other so
badly it will be as if I weren’t there
at all. Take me with you let’s dance
an awful waltz.

Come with me and I’ll dig you mountains
of dirt. I’ll build you a house,
surprising both of us. Life can be grand,
and surprising.
Stay with me, we’ll sleep in
a yurt yet. Depth, pressure and heat
make diamonds; we’re fucking rich.
The jasmine is blooming
and we’re losing the knack of being
shitheads. Who would have thought it
would ever be this wonderful?

[Today is our 15th wedding anniversary, Alpha and I. Happy anniversary, darling. The above post is posted in violation of a strict ban on love poetry at Feral Living, and with apologies to readers and especially, Alpha.

Alpha and I have been together for almost 22 years, married for 15 of them now. It was often hard for one or both of us, but it was more often not and it was more often great and I would do it all over again, and it's getting better all the time. I love you, wife.

Also, Alpha forbade me to post a picture of her as a little girl, which would have worked better with the poem, so I was forced to search the Internet for an approximation of sorts. If by chance you, Dear Reader, are the person shown in the above photograph, please contact me, we need to work out a model release.]

8 responses to “Come with me, little girl

  1. Congratulations….. Give Alpha an extra kiss from me :-)

    Also on the design. Scared me at first but it looks nice.

  2. The poem is… sweet, in a realistic and weird way. Congratulations on your anniversary.

    Also, the design is very nice. Bold and distinctive.

  3. Really? That is so beautiful mg and alpha. Thank you so much for letting us share in it. I’m teary.

  4. That made me cry. In a good way. Thank you.

  5. (*(*(*(miguel & alpha)*)*)*)

  6. blu

    :::sniffle::: Congrats!

  7. mrh

    lovely and funny and a love i can aspire to

  8. someone hand me a tissue, please?