Listen: maybe your big chance is a lot of little chances.
Listen: Maybe this is as good as it gets.
Here try this: open yourself to the awesomeness of your existence. Throw away your garbage. Give time. Love. Listen. Tenderness. Care. Listen. Pay attention.
Do it more slowly but without interruption and until it is finished or the bell rings. Like building a bird house, and if no bird would want to live in it when you’re done THROW IT AWAY and do something else.
Listen, said the werewolf to the trapper. That ain’t silver, is it?