So, yes

Walked through the winterized park near my office at lunch.
Walking for one’s health sounds like such an old man thing to do.
Tots bundled in quilted strollers and young mothers yapping in heavy coats. Exotic bushes wrapped in burlap.
One foot ahead of the other.
All my life, my feet have turned out. All my childhood this was an issue. I wore braces as an infant, like something out of Lemony Snicket, chrome and leather. Turns out, many if not most babies go through this and it usually goes away naturally.
Walking, just walking carefully, thinking of nothing but this, I notice my feet are nearly straight. They are perfectly normal.
I also wore shoe inserts as a kid, due to flat feet. Of course, my arches are perfectly normal as well.
Parents.
It is quite cold, so cold that I wish I had a hat, one that wouldn’t give me hat hair, but not so cold that I can’t bear not wearing one.
So, yes, there is this. A stroll.

This morning I discovered something else: it is apparently very irritating to certain people? When they are sitting there drinking their tea at breakfast and a chipper and wide awake person who has already been up for 90 minutes? bounces in and tells them? all about the great meditation they had this morning?

It’s more complicated than that, but I won’t bore you. It’s just, I learned, in the mornings, like before 9 AM, don’t speak unless spoken to.

5 responses to “So, yes

  1. I am married to one of you bouncy, chipper morning meditators. For 12 years he has tried to talk to me first thing in the morning. He has yet to grasp that I Cannot Talk In The Morning and I don’t particularly want to listen. I just want to sit there, doing my thing, trying to make my brain work, contemplating if I really want to live. His chatty, sparkling AM conversation has the same affect as sandpaper rubbed on my butt.

    If there were another way to start days besides mornings, I’d be there.

  2. mig

    You should try meditating! It’s really great! It might cheer you up! And improve your brain functioning! Did I say it’s really great?!

  3. (i’m learning that, too. don’t speak until spoken too. heh)

  4. Great reminder to one of my favorite wisdoms: ask yourself three questions before you start talking – is it meaningful, is it important, isn’t it harmful?
    Glow on,

  5. mig

    see, that’s why i hardly ever speak. it’s not shyness.